No Job. No Money. No Morrissey.

Depressing. It's like i'm 16 all over again.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZH_8SbcJGKo

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BV7669w7TUM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vdPkeoi7LPE

 If you don't want me,
you don't have to have me.
I just thought you might feel the same that's all.


Bags packed.
Just need to put the thoothbrush in sandwhich bag.

Has been mad.
I've been in Glasgow, Manchester and London.
Paul Smith smiled at me and shouted hello to me from a far distance. He also pointed to me whilest singing " I know your face".
I went to the Royal Albert Hall and heard the organ being used and held Paul Smith's hand.
I became a roadie for Doll and the kicks for a few minutes and then spent a lot of time drinking and talking to them- mainly the drummer.

Next week wont be as good.

But the next four weeks after that shall be bliss. Two weeks down south, three days in France and three days in Ireland.

Good times for a change.................................................................

33 days until Swinedon.
18 days until my first vist to the Royal Albert hall
17 days until mankychester
16 days until first Maximo gig

Those damn vile cretins.
Because of their daft system and determination to let touts have ALL the tickets, i wont get to see Morrissey again *i do realise i am seeing him many times so i can hardly complain*.
Standing tickets for Dub' sold out in a second, how is that possible? Only person i know got a ticket.
I'm come to the daft and futile conclusion i am going to go to Dublin anyway with or without a ticket.
I am more money than sense- which i have little of in the first place so it's not a good metaphor. I like to think that my heart rules my body, In the liner notes i remember Morrissey stating : " The heart is the organ that does the thinking".
I want that tattooed on me.
I am never NEVER again in my life stepping foot in a career's office. Why on earth did that i thik that was a good idea.  The women couldn't convey the idea that i want want to go to University or work as a clerk- i asked about working in a Library.

I wish i knew your  deodorant so i could guess your smell.
Tell me what's your choice of aftershave?
Gucci?
Paul Smith?
Armani?
Avignon?
If i bath myself in it.
Perhaps the scent of familiarity shall make me more attractive to you.

I can hardly complain as i have tickets for many shows but i hasten to add i am traveling to three different countries to see him and the closest he is playing to where i am now is 212 miles away ( i am not even going to Liverpool as the venue looks awful and hotels cost more than three in Salisbury). 
Truely if he does love Tunnucks teacakes as much as he said he does in Glasgow he 'll want more. It's not like Irn Bru you cannae get 'em down south! 
I'll have to juck some from the 5th row in Brentwood.... ( carefully aiming for the sercuity in the pit). Who is in the 4 rows ahead of me????
Not even a soul on solo appears to be going. I'll make my way to the front anyway:).
I think this is the first ever tour he has done that has missed out Scotland.
I always hoped i never would go to Essex, There was always one exception.. or possibly two.

Events at Brentwood centre:

November 2009

1st November - London Leopards vs London Mets

3rd November - Morrissey

7th-8th November - Craft Fair

15th November - London Leopards vs Leeds Carnegie

21st November - Cage Fighting

22nd November - London Leopards vs Derby Trailblazers

28th November - ABBA

Maybe i should copy and paste my real diaries that i have kept for the last six years.

It's about time i make an arse of myself and embrass myself so much i want to bury my head in the back garden.

AGAIN

AGAIN

AGAIN


I hate september.
I want it to be October.